im not gonna use bad or difficult words because im trying my best not to offend anyone and i am quite a stupid person. yes, i dont always get straight As, i used to. i feel very rendah diri because of my low grade. but i am a very happy go lucky person. BUT i never intimidate people. and i always stick to this philosophy, "dont hurt people's feelings, just hurt people". i try to be as nice as i can. but whenever someone expects me to be mean as them, i show them what i can do. i respect myself and i also respect other people. maybe i can be quite immature sometimes, but i am always trying my very best to improve myself and i dont think so much of what people think of me. my language is not perfect but like i say i always try to improve myself so if you guys can spot any mistakes, please correct me. in a nice way. this site is for spilling out the truth. any sort of injustice. so if you have a story of injustice in your life, send your story to me and i'll post it here. click "contact me" on the left column.

im not trying to be racist here. i am a malay myself. but im starting to hate some malays. most of the malays i know are bullies. they cant control their ego. but i know quite a lot of nice malays as well. but they are treated unfairly by the other races because of the bad malays.

some of these malays act like they are from the street. and they call you "poyo" or "sombong" if you dont socialize with them their way. they expect you to be funny and intimidating. seriously. i can tell different between jokes and bullying. i got bullied too many times. sometimes they just talk out of their butt. just because a malay friend of mine speaks english, they called him "poyo...". He is trying to improve himself. Plus he comes from a poor and humble family and he always score straight As. I used to call him names but now i totally regretted it. He was a gentleman. And he is not a fake gentleman who would just act nice to get you in bed.

some time back i almost got into a fight with a malay. this malay is the typical  self-absorbed troubled, misunderstood and living with parents boy. from the first day of school, he never talks to me properly. forever trying to act cool and antisocial. most probably he played too much of final fantasy. i play ff myself but i didn't turn up like him. he tries to be sarcastic and rolls his eyes at me whenever he can. he hates me because i am a friend of an overly sensitive boy. i like that boy because he is harmless. all he is needs is a little advice.

malays can be nice. the only problem is they look up to the wrong people. and that is the ego-centric malays. oh yea, i forgot to mention, the guy i almost fought with, is the class monitor. and his best friend is another idiot. these malays are rebelling as though they were treated unfairly and forced to fail. but that is not true. and some of these nice malays end up acting like a typical malay because they dont respect themself!!! they want to be just like the guys who bully them. and THAT IS STUPID. i am the only one in my class who got mad and stand up for myself. sometimes they shut up, sometimes they fight back.

and there is this ONE malay, the guy almost everyone in the class really look up too. why? cause he is stupid, he is rude, he scares people, and so much more. what the tut? the people in the class dont respect themselves. tut man!!! why can't malays start to show that they can be NICE, HUMBLE or INTELLIGENT. you dont have to act street to show that you're humble.

something must be done to these malays. everyone must do something. whatever you can. pleaseee. parents, i understand im not old enough to talk to you about these type of things but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE find out what your kids are doing in school. i might sound like a stupid little kid trying to change things in the world. i know the world is never perfect. but this has gone too far. go check on your kids PLEASEE. dont say.. "oh, my kids would never do that". for a short while i TRIED being insensitive and super thick skinned but my parents didn't find out.

and for anyone who is good in english who is reading this, please please please give a speech on this or something. maybe make your own post and your own opinion in your blog. i can't stand this bullcrap anymore. argghhh..

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